Yes I can understand sometimes when I feeling like my life is hell ... Miserable ( even I'm healthy and with a husband a puppy both love me so much), but what happens is that maybe in some point we don't like what we do ( in my case I hate my work ) and if we don't love what we do we are miserable and make miserable the life of those ones ho live with us
Sometimes is like you are in a black hole, without any exit .... So we need to identify what bothers us and change it
If that is in the past, may be we need to forgive
Bitter feeling are poison inside of our bodies