Yes I understand the honesty part. I am a closet smoker & know one of these days they'll catch on, but for now I say it's a habit they shouldn't start.

But like you said, their always watching. Then they see me floundering in my decisions & what I believe. Some days I'm stern & some days I could care less. I just can't seem to stay consistent.

I don't think they understand or really care how I feel or why I'm changing certain things. That's too deep. But they do see when I'm upset. I hate that.
They just want everything easy.