Thanks for the input I appreciate it.

I really really don't want to but I might take a small dose tonight. I have 1mg tablets I could cut, I honestly think a small amount might help. The only thing is I feel like if I start doing that then I'll have to do it tomorrow, and the next day, etc. And maybe this will be gone tomorrow if I sleep enough tonight.

Basically I just need to chill and take a small dose, right now, and I can stop thinking about whether I'm going to or not, and more than likely, in a hour, it will start getting in my bloodstream and some of this will get better.

Alright, thanks! I'm doing it right now.