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Originally Posted by (JD)
((olanza)) Yes, that "option" kept me alive for a very long time...along with the "not now" mantra... because as long as I could think how to , I didn't need to...and on the other end of the spectrum, when I was very low in the dark I told myself not now because I don't want to make any decisions when I'm not at my best. Just keep it as an "option" though---okay?
IDK why you cannot collect SS or SSDI... keep asking people till you find one who helps. Social workers at the local ER often have consults and resources without charge... you may need to take some self inventories to find out what you now would like to do and are able to do.... can you change doctors? I went through hundreds of quacks before I put together a good team.  |
Thank you for this. I feel so alone in this. I'm doing my best. I've cut another hour off my daily work schedule to rid some of the stress. All of this is literally pushing me over the edge. I'm feeling hopeless and useless. I have been blessed with a wonderful caring therapist. She is trying to help me but I keep getting in the way. Over thinking, under acting and just not sure and afraid to trust. I need someone else to help but family is busy. I will look into social workers at the ER's. It's about time for a break before I break. I am also working on new pdoc and now I need to see other neuro docs according to my neuro-epileptic doc. I am a mess right now and I know I need help and I am seeking it best as I can.
Thank you again JD