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Originally Posted by belle15
I have had a CT scan i think when i was in the psych ward but it was normal ( I knew it wouldn't show anything anyway). I did go see a couple of neurologists when i first became sick. One was not helpful or understanding at all he just said "You need to treat the depression first". What on earth! I am depressed and suicidal because of the reaction the drugs had on my brain! The other just did the basic tests on my reflexes etc said it looked normal he just told me to come off all the drugs. I wanted to do this but became so violent and suicidal I was sectioned against my will and pumped full of more crap.
I feel I am trapped in this system now because of my uncontrollable insane behavior. I know I am going to end up back in the ward soon if I am still alive. I'm trapped with taking these medications because i always end up admitting myself or getting sectioned. The only reason i am living is for my caring mother who is now 72 the only person who has been by my side this whole time even after all my horrible behavior. I have lost everyone else because I'm deemed crazy or i should just snap out of it. Only one doctor and 1 psych has admitted the burning sensation can be caused my SSRI's which I already knew 100% was the cause anyone with half a brain would know that but all the other numerous psychs would disagree with me which makes me so infuriated.
Thanks for everyone's replies and thanks for reading
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Hello again. I truly hope you find the help you need. You are a brave and insightful person and your suffering hurts my own heart in hearing about it. Take care . my thoughts and prayers are with you