My pdoc has a very heavy hand. She prescribes something, ups the dose, then I have to fight with her to come down on the dose. I am not 'stable' but I am much better then I am without them. I hate all the side effects so now I am fighting with her to come down on the remeron by 25mg and the lamictal by 100mg. Her answer is always, "we will see next month". In fact I saw her today and her answer was "maybe in 2 months, we will see".