Focus 62, (((hugs))) i can say yes it does end. I have PTSD and have suffered for years with it. I can only say there were days i could not even live in the moment it was second by second. I found if i just cried i could get the poison out of my system, the negative thought patterns and bad memories. Yes, go inpatient and let them take care of you for a while, let the professionals help you back onto stable footing. Ask for help when you need it and then down the road you can return the favor with another in need. tc