My last session didn't go well, it was my fault, afterwards I regreted holding it in. I've been in horrible shape since I see her every week tho it feels the days are SOOOOOOOO Long!!! I see her this coming Wednesday,..I'm scared...I don't know how to explain some things to her I need too, I do write letters out of session she reads them, she told me to keep doing that, even in my letters I feel I'm doing "too" much, and am a bother. If it where up to me I'd e-mail her daily but I know she can't reply every time so I save myself the worry and pain.

Right now with my teenage life smothering me, and my disorders..I'm pretty overwhelmed...((T)) I hope Wednesday coms fast..and I make up for this weeks session.........

Dustin