You sound a lot like me. I have lots of "friends" but nobody I'm really close to. About a year ago a really close coworker of mine moved and I was devastated. So much so that it almost cost me my marriage (coworker is female and I'm a male, and she is technically young enough to be my daughter). I still struggle a lot of days, but its getting better.

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