I have twice-monthly meetings that I go to before work, for licensure purposes. I meet with one of the instructors from the graduate school I went to. She taught two of my classes, and I did my practicum at her clinic. So we are pretty close, and she has been able to see me grow in my work and makes me feel like I'm good at what I do. Today we talked about my depression and anxiety, and how it's affecting my work. Now all I can think about is when I'm going to have a panic attack while a client is in my office. It would destroy my credibility with like 90% of my clients. I'm so scared and hurt, I just don't know how much more of this I can take. Sometimes I feel like this could be the end for me.