Feeling sad but not sure who to talk to when everyone is happy and doing their own thing. I don't want to bother them. But at the same time I do wish someone would talk me out of my nonsensical depressive mornings. But I can't expect someone to do that for me since I have to do it for myself. I can't be such an attention seeker. Just need to do it and not whine and not complain and not say a word like I don't exist and it will be for the better that the world doesn't notice a trace of my ephemeral existence.