(((((moonkin))))
I hear you and you are not alone here. Depression is the beast and the beast does not give up easily nor does it tell us the truth. I know this and I am dealing with this same beast you speak of. It has no respect of person, it does not care who it invades, nor does it ask you first off if it can come.
Everyday we wake up, we look this beast in the eye. We can choose to give in to this beast or we can choose to stand up and fight for ourself. I see you fighting as each time you come here and post, you are reaching out dispite what this beast would have you do.
I,like you,have to fight with each post and each time I chance to open my heart here. Depression would have us hide away and close up and feel no one is there, when in reality, it is not others that walk away but ourself.
I know how at times it seems others are so far away and nowhere near, but know that I am right there and listening. I care moonkin, and I know that feeling that the beast is somehow taking over.
Keep reaching and posting. We are here to hold you up when it seems like the beast is so strong that you cannot see. But with persistance and love the beast will not win. Together we can push through this darkness and come out in the light.
Know you are cared for and supported. Each time you post, you are taking a step and reaching through the beast. I am reaching with you. Thank you for posting and for giving me the chance to reach back. I care moonkin, and you are my friend always.
camilionwords1truth
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