Hey, guys. So, obviously I have a real problem with emotions. When I was young (not too young, around 12), something really bad happened to my family, and it really affected me even though it did not happen to me. Along with a few other things that happened earlier in life, and people being mean to me, I kind is emotionally shut down. I have a real problem with repressing my emotions. Half of the time, I do not know what my emotion is, or they feel so foreign I freak out. Sometimes I don't think anyone knows the real me. I don't even know who I am. Is it possible to not even 'know' yourself (hypothetically)? I don't know how to feel anymore. I must sound really crazy right now.