She makes me feel like I have a purpose to being in bed all day.
I'm watching her sleep. It gives me peace. So I don't feel guilty about not doing stuff.

I can not bring her to the states,nor can I get a pet there. Too much travel. The city is not a great place for pets compared to the ranch life they lead here.
I take photos of her.
I don't want to dwell on it. I've been here 5 months. One month left. It seems to be zooming by.
She's my little lover. Even purrs when I brush her now. She talks too. Omg.
I'm just going to enjoy her and worry later how I'll feel without her. And my dog too.