I couldn't help wondering how many others may be in the same shoes as you. And I came across some information that may be useful to you and others like you.(google) type in the keys subjects one at a time. Depersonalization, derealization, disassociation, emotionally wounded,spiritually wounded, PTSD (post traumatic stress disorder) , and transference.this information may prove to be useful to those of you who have had a traumatic accident or experience. And for those who have been abused and or have a head injury, heart attack, and a stoke. Or for those who have tremors, seizures,or a neurological disorder. Because these things can inevitably effect your relationships with others and to yourself.
smilie