I am a freshman in college and I feel like my life is just an endless pit of sadness and anxiety. I constantly want to go home, I feel like I'm going to fail at being an adult, and I don't know who to turn to. I see a therapist every week and I am also on meds but they don't seem to be working. I can never calm myself down and when I am physically alone at school I can't handle it. I feel like I have no friends here and I feel like I am such a baby for wanting to go home all the time. When I am here I am not happy, when I am home I am happy. My family is the biggest support group I have.

I am also so stressed out with exams. I have so many coming up and I just don't know how I am going to pass them with all this worrying on my plate. I worry about my future, my lack of friends, if I will ever be happy again, if I can handle adulthood, if I will always be anxious and depressed. I feel trapped. I don't know what to do or which way to turn.