I have not been on here for a while. I have been doing pretty good.
If you remember I live in a group home and had a meeting a week ago today. They have decided that I am ready to move on. We are looking for apartments that have staff that work there 24/7. I already am meeting with someone on Friday. I feel like they are pushing me out of here.
One of the staff did not come in today. He is a no show and no call in. I found out that he might be quitting. I have his cell phone number and really feel like calling him because I care about him…Maybe I care about him too much. He buys me stuff when he has money and I supply him with smokes when he works. But IF he does quit I can still meet up with him because I have complete independence from 9am to 9pm.
I set up my own medications now. I also make my own doctor’s appointments.
I have T tomorrow and can not wait. Only thing is is that it is at 8:30am. So I have to be ready to leave the house by 8am. I am just having stupid thoughts and just want out.
My T and one of my other workers both made mandated reports about 2 of my staff but I don’t even know what I said that they had done.
Thanks for reading!
LA-ML