I haven't been around in a while, but I feel funky and I always feel like I can say something on this thread. I feel antisocial since this weekend. Like if someone wants to talk to me I resent them for wanting my attention. Maybe because it has been hard for me to concentrate lately and I don't like losing my attention more than I have to. I pretend all the stuff I have to do for school takes up all my time. But really, I procrastinate and work on little bits at a time. My will to work on it is there, but between my concentration and people wanting my attention, it isn't happening quickly. I am finally just going to drink a Red Bull and hopefully get this project I have to do for tomorrow done tonight while everyone else sleeps.

I also have started Internship one day a week and I think this is taking a little bit of my social energy store. When I worked four days a week outside the home back in 2011 I was cranky or sad almost all of the time.