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Originally Posted by MobiusPsyche
Maybe you had built it up so much that you expected her saying that to be a transformative experience? Maybe it wasn't...because your already knew deep down that she loves you and so it was not really a revelation?
Or maybe it's just part off the ebb and flow of the process.
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Originally Posted by omegalamed
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Thanks for the hugs, omega. And for my favorite hearts, those spinning ones!
Mobius:
You're right. It was not a revelation because she's been telling me she feels love for me for a while now, and signing her emails "love." Maybe it has nothing to do with it. I'm beginning to think it's a chemical imbalance but meds didn't work for me. Last week I was on a high because T validated me and I felt good about what happened in the session. I felt good about myself all week. Today I didn't say anything that led to a high. I don't think I accomplished anything in the session though my T disagrees. That causes a down turn of my mood. It was an okay session. I know they can't all be wonderful but I feel sad. It could be this is the work of therapy for me: how to accept the middle feeling.