I think some things are wrong with me, but due to insurance issues we never could quite afford a psychiatrist. I've been to rehab a few times, and I did get to see one there, but the doctor only came in once a week for one hour, in those four months, I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder, Bulimia, Depression, and anxiety. I for some reason don't have a conscience, now, I don't particularly get the urge to hurt animals or people, but I don't really get sad when it happens. I don't feel anything when I do something wrong, I wonder why that is. It's like I can't feel guilty. It just doesn't exist. I started doing heroin to deal with things when I was seventeen. I've stolen from places and people and now sober I still don't care. -I often feel spacey, like I'm here but I'm not. I can listen to you and respond but It's not me because I often don't remember. And sometimes I will be in my room and when I come out of a trance I realize its been anywhere from hours and hours, to days. -but other days I snap and I'm violent and angry, almost exclusively to myself. sometimes I cut myself really bad but I don't remember doing it when I come to. -Random bouts of anxiety where I can't even go into a gas station and pay for gas or cigarettes alone. That's like the worse of it and I'm wondering if anyone else has experienced anything like this???