Stick with it, imo.

It's a process of things unfolding.

When I feel like quitting is when I make sure I go. I just talked to T about this Thursday because I didn't want to go. I told her I will, that part of my commitment to this is to come when I don't feel like it and that I think in the past I have not gone or have even quit. She encouraged me to come at those times and "sit with the process".

So, keep talking. Talk about this. Sit with the process.