I feel like I have been on the biggest emotional rollercoaster since getting clean from prescription pills seven months ago. I used for ten years. Since getting clean, I am finally feeling the loss of my daughter's father, a long-term relationship that ended before that, along with many emotions over people that I lost a/o hurt along the way while I was using. (Some of these are feelings that stem from 3-5 years ago!) I have apologized to some people and I forgiven people that hurt me in an effort to move on from this. I think the hardest thing that I am dealing with is forgiving myself. I guess I am just trying to figure out how to process these feelings in a positive way.
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