In the past (and I hope never again), I have experienced insanity. Other than that, and as an everyday occurance, I don't feel I am crazy. I do feel that if I am manic or depressed I am sick. I don't usually use that term however, instead I will refer to myself as unwell. It is hard for many people to think as such, even those who are aware and those who suffer themselves. It is considered a "mental illness," a severe one in fact, and therefore we are sick during an episode.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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