Today is better than yesterday. I still have the urge, but I'm still fighting it. And my regular T emailed me a couple times and that has helped me deal, too. She asked me to throw the blades away, but I said no. I did promise her to try everything I can possibly think of first, and she accepts that. She trusts that I only use si as a last resort and that I work my ***** off to avoid it.

I'm just in a rough spot is all. But I'm trying my best.

I have class today from 1:30pm-11pm with only two one-hour breaks in between, so I will be otherwise occupied all day. That will be good for me if I can stay awake for it all.

I've got to scamper off now and hop in the shower before class.

Thanks for your help, everyone. It means a LOT.

((((hugs))))
Angela