birthday's are so hard for me.

i've said it before in other threads.. it's all a guilt trip for me

in sted of feeling good i'd survived another year (tough in itself), i seem to focus on all the oppotunities i missed out on in the previous year.

it's got so bad for me that i don't even tell people when my birthday is- so people can't remind me

happy early birthday for friday

any plans?