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Old Mar 30, 2016, 04:24 PM
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Originally Posted by Nammu View Post
That's it! I know I'm watched but I fight the importance of it. By saying it doesn't really matter I can function but I still know I'm watched. Is that crazy? I don't think so, it's my reality.
Exactly!

I believe each and every thing I gave as examples.

Do I keep believing it? Yes, actually I do. Does it consume me? Not anymore.

Mania can still be tricky. I do get psychotic quickly. But my mood stabiliser helps me beyond belief (but in a healthy way ).
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide.
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Thanks for this!
Nammu