I am home! Sorry for not responding sooner... Undecided how I feel currently, but I am at least able to keep myself safe for now.

This admission seems to have caused my mental health team to consider alternatives for treatment. One of them being a long term inpatient setting with therapy.. Apparently they are having a professionals meeting about me next week to discuss options. I also managed to finally get a pdoc to listen and agree with my doubts on my diagnosis of BPD after nearly four years.

So things are pretty up in the air right now. Not sure what is next for me but hopefully I will know more next week..