well i tried to take initiative, i did read her profile, quite a bit acutally.. i compared alot of things and thought for quite a few minutes if i should try to send a message, but ultimately i thought i would be a fool not to try to contact someone that had so many interests and commonalities as me...

she's not like a universe model or anything, i could see where some guys might not be attracted even... but i think she is really pretty, her personality is superb... and thats what really made me start feeling so attracted :/ dont get me wrong by saying she's not a universe model... its just i can see where some guys might could look at her as less than perfect, but thats not whats important to me... i dunno if that makes sense... i think she is pretty...

i totally get that girls her age receive so many messages, (she is 22, her age just changed over from 21 so i guess it was her birthday the other day..) i dunno how they go through them all... but im hoping that some how she'll see that i actually paid attention to what she was saying and am genuinely interested in being friends...

i keep trying to update my profile with more questions and things to broaden the search but everytime i do and i click the match button she is at the top... like no one else matches with me as much as she

like i said i dont use these sites very much, i've just looked through them because ive been kind of a loner and a lonely one at that for quite some time... ive just never been good at meeting girls - and probably when a girl was interested in me i wouldnt notice because i was doing something else... drunk or something probably

havent had a response yet and im trying not to fantasize or get in too deep... by continuously viewing her profile and obsessing or whatever, but the last time i checked she still hadnt logged in from last week so... im just hoping that she'll be able to delete all the dumb dumbs comments and see mine and respond so we can just chat, i need someone to talk to atleast that is like me and believes in things the way i do - would be nice to have a good friend

drinking tonight so pardon any grammar mistakes