yup by psychiatric definitions I'm batcrap crazy. However; my bipolar has nothing to do with me thinking that.

The crazy is chalked up to all the physical, mental, sexual and emotional abuse that was heaped on me from the age of three(could have been earlier but I don't really remember anything before three). I have a skewed world view, I'm paranoid and don't trust, I barely have a moral compass, I am so rational as to leave no room for emotion, my moods are almost like distinct personalities, I compartmentalize EVERYTHING and I have many abnormal beliefs. BUT if you are aware and make allowances for yourself and own the behavior can you really be crazy?