wasnt hard to improve really... starting to be an alcoholic at age 13 and drinking till you could swim to the clouds is just...
well all you have to do is skip a few days and you're better hehe :/

but ill just drink a few beers maybe once or twice a month now...
tonight ive drank a bottle of wine and about 5 beers... i just dont enjoy getting drunk so much anymore so i guess it all worked out for the best, just hope i didnt kill off too much of my brain...

i have a high tolerance to alot of things... abused my body a little too much for a young buck :/

not exactly a cool thing to brag about... something i feel like would scare people off from even wanting to just be friends..

edit:
how do normal people fall in love?
are there precautions that you are supposed to take?
im a super sensitive guy and if someone touches me the wrong way i might get the wrong idea, kind of thing