You are not an indecisive fake. You are the only one who knows who you truly are. I told my parents that I was an atheist and it required all of my strength to do that in a Christian household. I cannot imagine how much courage it took to tell your entire community that you are transgender. Just follow what you love and do not be afraid to stand out from the crowd. Why do people act like what you are doing is wrong just because few others are doing it? Besides, how were you supposed to decide your original gender in the first place? "I'd like a cup of androgen with two shots of estrogen to go in an umbillical cord, please"?

Anyways, just remember that people like us are here to support you, even if we do not openly say it. Cake for you! (:V