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Originally Posted by AlwaysChanging2
Its just that amnesia thing while being co-conscience I guess I hope....yeah...weirdness
I swear at times its all in my head only to discover that things are different all of a sudden.
I wish to God that I was psychotic, but reality testing stays firmly intact...or is it an illusion?
Am I the real deal? Everytime I try to internally claim I'm the Me...I feel "fist and foot" pounding and total strife till I admit I'm wrong.
Like everyone else, I claim to be the original...so we fight over it. WTFudge.
Idk, after a few hours it all sems like a fantasy till the battle of presenting begins....and I really do speak for all of us because we all feel the same way sort of...so are we faking? Idk.
Everytime I try to say we are...the fight begins. We are Multiple.
Do you feel the same?
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As I was growing up so many people kept on telling me I was normal. There wasn't anything wrong with me. Inside me it felt like I was some kind of smashed mirror and things were distorted. I feel embarrassed by my voices. I tell my p'doc that I am faking it but he tells me that I should be nominated for some kind of acting award. He asks me at times if I am in denial. I do feel like a faker though.