I was reminded of something bad yesterday. We were talking about my CJ-7 jeep and bringing it to CR.

I remembered that it had no passenger door. ( the doors are the soft type. ) warning--

This happened in an extremely manic episode.

I'm more apt to try something stupid when I'm in that state rather than depression.
( except the new episode I experienced black mania ( could be a mixed state) last year.
Then it's the dreaded in patient hospital.

What's your experience been?