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My soul is truly drenched in mania: my research is completely self-transcending (maybe acceptance or recognition, but nothing else). I just (have to) support it by making software, so that is the only "funding" (but the aim is knowledge that can set people free, including of course myself).
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide.
See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me.
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