I am a 20 year old virgin, with social anxiety and body dysmorphic disorder/ocd and depression. I've never had a gf, sex, or even kissed a woman. I keep stressing that it's too late to do anything., and that I might as well not even try. I worry a lot, however, about my penis size. I'm like around 5.5 inches long when hard and about 5 inches in girth. I worry that if I ever have sex, I won't be able to pleasure a woman/make her orgasm/cum/squirt because my penis is too small or not the right shape/size. I saw a video that said the average penis size is 5-7 inches and another one that says it's 6 inches. So technically, I'm on the smaller side of average/below average. What should I do? Give up on ever finding a love/sex life? Even if a women did date me/have sex with me, she probably wouldn't truly want to be with me and would use me, she would probably fantasize about getting pounded with some guy with a 7-9 inch penis anyway. A woman would probably laugh at my size and leave me if she's been with men that big. I just feel ashamed of myself and that I'll be embarrassed or ridiculed, I don't know what to do about it either.