I didn't mean that I shouldn't have these kinds of problems, just that it's funny I have such a hard time admitting that I need help. It's been almost hypocritical, while I'm here at work trying to help others through their problems and suggesting ways for them to feel better, I then go home to sit and cry and try to convince everyone (and myself) that I'm OK. I can commend my clients and coworkers, or anyone else in my life, for seeking help for problems, but privately I feel like I need to handle my own stuff on my own. But I guess that goes back to feeling like I don't deserve help, or caring.