I think about it constantly when depressed, but I'm in control enough to not do anything. It's when I'm mixed - or in the black mania as you call it - that it's dangerous. I've only impulsively attempted once in my life but I've done other things that could have killed me several times. Mostly extreme self injury. When I'm in a happy mania I think I'm the greatest person in the world so I don't think of killing myself.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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