only recently in these past few years have i kind of realized how messed up i am...
but i just try to tell myself that i can get better if i keep trying...
i was always the "strong" one too... but i guess when you try to be so strong for everyone for so long it takes a toll...
i just try to tell myself that these hardships dont make me less than... and that its ok to try to get help... i've helped everyone else my whole life, now i just need someone to help me a little... and i guess thats not a bad thing...
you do deserve it... sometimes we just need a little bit...
doesnt make you weak at all...