You say you can't explain inspiring negative thoughts - allow me to explain how I see it:

Violence - What does it matter if it's serving justice? Don't I deserve to be the animal we all inherently are?

Leaving - Sure, my job is respectable, but weren't we meant to live for so much more? Have we lost ourselves? Somewhere we live, inside. (do you know this song, sweet pea? I won't cite my sources.)

Arrogance: if I am more capable, why hide it? Most upper management tend to be head strong, self absorbed and ruthless, so how can that be problematic at a lower level with younger folk like me? Sure, I'll say good morning, offer to stay late, but you coffee.. But when we are grinding away, allow me to take the wheel and steer. Because let's be honest.. This is my god damn car. You just are along for the ride.. Button pressor. Allow me to solve the problems while you leave early to attend to your wife and kids. By ALL means.. I'm more than happy to run the show, and upper management wants people like me at the end of the day.

Irritation: yes, you bother me. If I hide it, it will only make it worse. Have some balls and take my wrath, because I'd do the same for you.