I was feeling pretty good until today. I have struggled with anxiety,but if wasn't overwhelming. But today as I sat in therapy, I realized that I will never win this battle. The I insurance co won't authorize my meds and I'm too wiped out to fight them. I feel so empty. I am no longer on my meds, so now I fight alone. Is it worth it? It doesn't feel like it tonight. Obviously, the insurance co doesn't see much value in me,so what is the point. I thought I was OK,but I just want to curl up and cry. I am tired of the numbness and anxiety that controls my life. Sorry for the whining.