I thought dissociation too. But none of us can know. It's tricky to diagnose someone in rehab since there's still drugs in the system.
The fact you even think about this sounds like you have some sort of consciousness. If you can't afford a pdoc how about a therapist? Many of them are qualified to diagnose.
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