I have noticed lately that I have no want to have sex (yes, I have a boyfriend). I will have sex because, yes, it feels good, and I love my boyfriend. However, I find the act very messy and disgusting. Before you ask, yes I am attracted to my boyfriend; very much so. I use to have sex all the time when I was doing drugs. Also, while I was doing drugs my mental illness was under control. Why am I so disgusted with the act of sex? Anybody else feel this way? Also, I am 26 if that helps anything?