I'm sorry today sucked for you. I woke up not wanting to get out of bed. I sent a message to my t and she worked me in for today. Today was the second time I needed to see her. I have another appointment on Tuesday. My insurance does not cover my therapist so I'm paying cash. She always says not to let the lack of money keep me from coming to see her. Easier said than done. I also had to call my doctor today. This is the second time in the last two weeks. He charges $30 for a 5 minute phone call. I try my best not to go over 5 minutes when I have to call him. It all adds up so quickly. I have not had to go inpatient thankfully, but I do know what it is like to get a bill from a hospital stay that is several thousands of dollars. My heart goes out to you. Some days are worth staying in the bed. The good thing is that you have tomorrow to start over. I like the plan of just sending something. Who cares if you never pay if off? You got the help that you needed. I'm happy for that. Hang in there. (((hugs)))