Look at the two staircases:

(from The Seeker (dot) org -- New Life Behavior Int.)

Ultimately, I've been suffering from an inability to trust others, and it has led to isolation. Previously, I highlighted fear, but in this case, rather than boiling it down to an emotion, it boils down to a belief.

Looking over the stages of grief, I see that before I fell into apathy, which froze the process, I was caught between the stages of anger, and bargaining. I could, and can, accept the reality of my family being wrong, but that was not encouraged, leading to stalemate.

Ultimately, it all led back to my inability to trust neither myself, nor others, which I am now working on. I have been striving towards this, but never saw it mapped out on the stairs, before.

How to I get on the right staircase, anyhow, and how do I find someone that can help me with this kinda work?