Ever since I can remember I've had obsessions all the time. I think its due to having bipolar disorder, being so one track minded and hyper focused when i'm manic and all. When I first started on social media, i'd cyber stalk people, like constantly. By that I mean I would go over their accounts all the time and just obsess over them. Well, about a year ago I started dating my boyfriend, and before me he dated a girl for about two years. Well, lately all i can do is just look over her stuff and look at the stuff she posted while they were dating.. I either feel bitter towards her or like jealous of her but either way it consumes my mind. I feel ashamed about it already i just dont know how to let it go, has anyone struggled with something similar?
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