Okay. hello again. I find myself realzing something after what I jsut wrote to you. I think that self hypnosis was how I left the scene so to speak. I think that when threatened both while growing up and as an adult I used self hypnosis to access the functions that stood in for me! I can almost see this as being the case. I can, in fact, see that this was so on many occassions where I had to get out of where I was and someone else stepped in to save me.
wow. I am learning more about myself even as I live life today in one piece. This is really cool!