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I am trying to dig myself out of this hole. I bought a new skillet since I can't find those lost in the clutter and cooked sausage and eggs. I think that is the first meal I have cooked this year that wasn't just microwave heated. I was feeling encouraged but after about 3 hours I was overcome with fatigue and had to lie quietly in my room. Sometimes it feels like there is too much input coming in to process. I had hoped to take my son to a movie today but I simply don't have the energy. I am so disappointed with myself.

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(((YODA)))

Small steps...first, congrats on getting the new skillets, fixing the food, and eating it. Remember, small steps. Someone mentioned it here, and I do it off and on, cleaning a little bit at a time, especially when it is a huge mess, it is a lot better than none at all.

Sometimes I find myself doing so, then finding it hard to stop ...

I hope things continue to get better for you...

I mean, anyone that cooks sausage and eggs cant be half-bad LOL...

And there is a way out of "here" as you mention. You have a plan (which you mentioned 1-3) which is good...its better than just sitting around and waiting for others to help you...

I am happy for you and proud that you are taking steps to help yourself. Be proud as well--many dont take the steps necessary--continue to do so!