A quick search only gave me to some expensive articles, but maybe this will help
VM -- A Request for "Conversion Therapy", Nov 14 ... Virtual Mentor . There are a lot of references which might also help.
#ICanHazPDF on twitter might be a way to get the good articles. (maybe this
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/24960142 or
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/24750074)
Now: Hi! It must be very hard to live in such a hatred environment. J
ust a thought of mine: Even if your sexuality would be a result of trauma, than wouldn't you need a trauma therapie and not a conversion therapy?
I understand that you must be under a lot of pressure right now. Please consider whats in your own interesst. And yes this can be "staying inside the closet because it's the safest for me to do".
You are great the way you are!
If you need someone to talk to/help for research/resources, you can always message me (nb-transgender, bisexual, feminist)
Love and support!