Damn i still like this one jerk.We were friends a little bit.Got in a arugement early last year on My Space.I have mentioned him here several times.I see him every now and then.Since he plays in one of my favorite local bands.For a year i did not go see the band he plays in.Because i did not want to see him.But in a way he was not a friend.I did most of the communicating.So i got mad and got back at him.By badmouthing him and his band on a bulletin on My Space.Well back in May i started going to the bands gig's again.Mostly out of boredoom and missing seeing the band play including him.Well the band played a show i went to last night.The person i went with wanted to talk to him after the show.She tried to convince me to stay inside and stand next to her while she talked to him.I could not handle it and went outside.When i told my friend i'd see her later when this guy responded to her.He gave me a funny look as i was leaving.At times in the past i have lost sleep over this guy.I even get nosey and visit his My Space page.I have no idea what has gotten into me. Is it i'm going nuts,lonely or the Bi Polar in me?