Absolutely furious with myself. I withdrew a little money, enough for a couple of bus passes, and promptly spent it on food.

I have the weirdest addiction to Chinese buffet food - it makes me feel like absolute crap (seriously, I'll walk in there feeling fine and come out depressed as hell. MSG sensitivity, maybe?) but I can't stop eating it. It's always on impulse and it's eating all my money I don't have and need for more important things. I don't know why I'm even writing this, other than I feel like crap.